While holding my neighbor friend's hair up, I did some re-evaluating.
No. I don't drink, because it's what i've always known.
Yes. I've wanted to try before, but have to know where I stand with religion first.
The booze-causing unawareness would be nice at times...
Especially at ass-grabbing parties and creeper crawling raves.
But then again, look where it got her;
a new load of laundry, and a bad reputation.
I wish I wasn't so sheltered as a youth.
Growing up in a small town in Utah doesn't help,
there's really no escaping the bubble
If I grew up in the refreshingly liberal state of California,
The areas I find uncomfortable now would be no problem for me.
I would know what to do and how to do it... but as it stands,
I WAS sheltered.
I AM uncomfortable and inexperienced.
I just want someone to teach me how to be an asset.
Someone everyone wants, without sacrificing my standards and my wisdom.
Possible? Probably not.
